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Jesus, Michael...it's like my story. I've just barely gotten over the whole forgetting to eat everyday thing. I'm convinced I've been on my way out. I prayed to have dreams and remember them. The past two nights I've dreamt of my dearly departed family members. It's like they are summoning me to join them.

I'm not suicidal, but went through a medical issue where I had a...well, issue. I bled for a week and it made me weak. Just so happened to have an appointment with my primary care physician. He's checking me out and gave me ferrous tablets. I was on the threshold of going to the emergency room. I felt like I could read my doctor's mind: "Where you going to get help BEFORE it was too late or never. Do you have ANY sense left in that noggin of yours?" Of course, he didn't say that. I was totally projecting. That's a new hobby of mine, too.

Thanks for sharing. I have to face my trauma now and not later. There's no option anymore. I HAVE to be ON MY OWN now. It's been a year and a month since my trauma sent me into a state of shock. No more waiting. That's what I was told..."You're on your own." There you have it. Wish we could share more. Maybe someday. Much love, brother.

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Big hugs to you Allyson. I've been in that place where it's like it doesn't matter if you live or die. It's a weird place to be.

Please remember that "on your own" is not the same as "having to do it all alone." You are on your path, your journey - but you're not cut off from the rest of the world. There are people who will help, and people still for you to help. I tend to think that's why we're still here: because God knows someone, somewhere, is going to need something only we can provide.

I'm always in your corner.

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Thanks Michael. That means a lot.

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Jan 26·edited Jan 26Liked by Michael Glenn

Wow, what a recap of all that's been going on in your life up to this point, Michael! Happy Independence Day indeed! Keep sharing your journey, as it's helping a lot of people, including me, to keep moving forward and not give up. I like how transparent and authentic you are in sharing your stories. Getting to know you in the AWAI writing workshops has been a real treat; thank you for your service.

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Thank you so much Robin! This is just the highlights! :) But I love sharing with other people, and I'm so glad that it spoke to you. I tell everybody (and I really mean it): If I can do this, I KNOW you can! Keep moving forward, Robin. I'm always rooting for you!

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That is so true Michael. 😁 Let me know when do you want me to start writing the script for free! ✍

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Jan 10Liked by Michael Glenn

Hey, Michael! Happy Independence Day! I just wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude for having you as a friend. Your storytelling is truly inspiring, and I admire the vulnerability and authenticity you bring to it. As a fellow veteran, I can relate to so much of what you share. Your stories give me hope that one day, I'll find a better place with my own struggles with PTSD. Please continue being yourself, Michael, and keep sharing your incredible journey. You are an inspiration to this lady milvet, and I'm so proud of you!

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Thank you so much Betsy! A big part of why I share my story is to encourage others, so I’m really glad that it spoke to you! I’m always rooting for your success.

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:-) I'm smiling because I have a similar “Liberation Day”, on the August 31. And I understand how much you are proud of the Victory you were able to reach. Best wishes and many more successes!

About your question: I think, weekly NL is better than two-weekly :-)

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Thank you so much Liudmila! I think I will start writing once per week, I definitely have plenty to talk about!

I’m so glad you enjoyed this article!

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:-)

I don't know if it's valid for newsletters, but generally it's good to write every day for at least 1–2 weeks. It's good for promotion. To create an amount of articles. In any case, I would like to read your “Diary”, too.

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Hmm I would have to think about that. I've just started keeping a daily diary so I'm sure I could write every day... but I like having enough time to polish each piece before I put it out into the world!

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Jan 9·edited Jan 11Liked by Michael Glenn

I am so proud of you @Michael Glenn. The energy of positivity has opened widely for you in this 2024! Your article is a reflection of the road you travelled and surpassed all these years. I cannot imagine how you did it. All I can say is you made it! Well done. (It can be a movie script in the future ;) you bet!)

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Thank you so much Apple Grace! I’m really glad it spoke to you.

Haha I bet it would make a wonderful movie! 😁

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We can collaborate to do a movie scriptwriting and musical production for your life story as Veteran The Success Comeback! We will ask guide from our AWAI coaches! 😁😅 We are laughing right now what if it will be on screens ☺ we never know what's next!

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Lol anything is possible! 😂

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